Goddess Danu told me that I should not keep my experiences to myself and pretend that it’s alright because it isn’t. Spiritual abuse by egoistic spiritual gurus’ irresponsible ways or beings not of the highest good or even just people who do psychic attacks is not okay. Goddess Danu says I should speak from my own experiences and educate the public about what happened to me and how I personally handled it all.
I guess there must be a lot of people who have had bad experiences spiritually no matter what paths they walk on. And it seems like the mainstream people tend to not want to talk about it and sweep the issues all under the carpet, so to speak. While I am not a professionally qualified exorcist, no matter how bad a connotation the word “exorcist” or “exorcism” brings to mind, I hope to teach people what to do if they so happen to be experiencing the difficulties of spirit and demon possessions and psychic attacks. I survived all 8 years of it and am doing very well now and even better as the days go by, especially with my current path I walk on: Shanice the White Celtic Witch (for more information, go read about my other blog entries in this website) for example Shanice learning to be a White Celtic Witch.
First of all before I start talking about everything, I want you to take a moment to ask Goddess Danu, the Irish Mother Goddess, to help protect you and your loved ones, to protect everything in your life, to protect anything about you at all. Let me phrase it in a spell for you. You can recite this spell in your mind or aloud, whichever way suits you best.
Goddess Danu, please protect anything about me at all for the highest good of me and all involved, in all ways, on all levels, across all time and space, only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows, so be it!
Let me explain this spell first. I end it with “only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows” because then, with Goddess Danu permissions, your wording in the front part of the spell, whether you intend it properly, will be tweaked to the best effect and of your highest good and the highest good of all involved by Goddess Danu. That gives her power to modify your spell work to her secret knowledge of things that she can or cannot let you know at that moment or at any moment at all. The “so be it” is of course the locking part of the spell. So this ending part gives you and Goddess Danu the freedom and flow of the spell to be ever changing to the best effect within the framework that is the front part of your spell in your wording. I call this personally my security safeguard feature for my spell work.
Now that the protection is set with Goddess Danu helping you and protecting you and all involved, we can start talking about what happened to me.
At the start of the whole thing, I felt psychic attacks. I probably was also hexed by some people knowingly or unknowingly other than egoistic irresponsible spiritual gurus’ teachings. I’d get visions of objects being thrown my way and me ending up feeling pain or discomfort physically, emotionally and mentally. At that time, I only knew to pray and did not know how to do proper spell work. So that was really hard to handle at that time. But now if you are experiencing something like this, I would suggest the following spell as an example. Of course you can do variations of the wording of the spell to customize it to your situation. Do it in different ways in and see how you feel with the different wording of the spells you do for yourself from this spell example.
Goddess Danu, please help me to block and solve any psychic attacks situations at all and especially with the use of the herb Acacia by you, Goddess Danu, on me, with its magickal properties of protection spiritually, on all levels, in all ways, across all time and space, for the highest good of me and all involved. Only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows best, so be it!
Let me explain this spell example for you. The front part is of course understood, where you put the wording for blocking and solving of any psychic attacks situations at all. Now, the next part might or might not be a bit confusing for you. I ask Goddess Danu to use the magickal properties of the herb Acacia spiritually to help with protection of the person intended, which I mentioned “on me”. Using herb magick like that is sort of driving it home for me because it brings it closer to physical reality. Sometimes spells feel so far away, and prayers even further away. That’s how I sense them psychically. Then when I started to add in, mind you, not me using it, but asking Goddess Danu to use the herb magickally and spiritually, in the spell, it feels like the spell touches the physical reality with a closer range and there seems to be a bigger sensation of lightness or lifting of things and a kind of zen calm that overcomes. It may feel different for different people, and it may feel different when you word the spell differently, but it all comes down to trying to bring the spell “manifestation” closer to physical reality and faster acting feeling on your physical body and self. You can of course use any types of herbs with the magickal properties of protection instead of Acacia in the spell or even putting a few together in the wording for extra strong effect! “On all levels” because there might be things happening to different parts of you spiritually and astrally that you do not know off but is actually affecting you adversely in your life. “In all ways” is giving leeway to Goddess Danu to do the spell protection purpose for you that you don’t even know is needed. “Across all time and space” means simply that you can change the past, present and future and put protection over things of the past, present and future. Sort of doing a bit of “time travel spell work” by knowing that you can shift the current reality by changing the energies of the past and the future and even the present! The ending line is my favourite and must have and must do as you all would know by now: Only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows. I explained that line in the first protection spell of this blog entry post, so scroll up and look again.
If you or anyone you know who is experiencing spirit and demon possession and they have physical marks like snake bite marks sort of and fingernail scratch marks like I did, then it feels as if the bad beings have a stronghold over them physically other than possessing their body because of the physical marks done with their bad magick. Bad beings have their own sort of bad magick and they can use it on you whether they possessed you or not. They could also hex you with it. I was under that kind of situation when I was possessed and was under constant spiritual attack that way. All I did was pray to the Divine that time and try different religions but nothing helped a lot. Maybe it only helped like 1% or so and then the rest of it was just spiritual work on my part with prayers. I wished I knew how to do spell work then like now. It would have saved me so much trouble. And so the following spell is an exorcism spell example.
Goddess Danu, please exorcise all spirits and demons from my life and my physical body, from my mind, body, soul and spirit, especially with the use of the herb Angelica for its magickal properties of protection and exorcism, and use it to nullify the physical marks by the bad beings. Please do it for me on all side effects of the happenings as well and do all that I have mentioned on all levels, in all ways, across all time and space, for the highest good of me and all involved. Only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows, so be it!
I still do tremble or twitch in my sleep time to time when I am in a semi relaxed state. I guess it must be the fear and shock of everything coming up to the surface from my memories and psyche. And like I have mentioned in the spell above, I have already included the intention for Goddess Danu to help with alleviating the side effects of the spirit and demon possessions.
I can imagine youngsters or anyone at all who try and use magick or witchcraft in curiosity and stumble upon the not so good intentioned way of doing things and end up attracting or opening portals that let bad beings in. I can also imagine others like me who have gone off the track due to following and subscribing to egoistic irresponsible spiritual gurus and spiritual authors’ teachings. And what about those people who just don’t like you or are against you in any way or form and puts hexes on you individually or as a group, knowingly or unknowingly? How about people who have been born with witchy powers or even gained spiritual powers through sudden spiritual awakenings and with negative feelings or anger, accidentally hexes themselves or other people without intentionally doing a spell craft? All these kinds of situations could very well do harm to one or other people around them. It is at this time that I would hope to have only white magick happen in all these situations. The following is a spell example.
Goddess Danu, please use the magickal properties of the herb Blessed Thistle for purification, protection from evil and hex breaking purposes for me, and use the magickal properties of the herb Nutmeg for exercising justice in my life in all matters, to right all the wrongs in my life. Please do the mentioned for me, Goddess Danu, in all ways, on all levels, across all time and space, for the highest good of all involved, only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows, so be it!
During the last few weeks, although it was only the last parts of the side effects that I had to clear away, I had become so weary after the 8 years of psychic attacks and spirit and demon possessions and all other kinds of direct and indirect misfortunes in my life, that I felt like I couldn’t go on anymore. It was at that time that I somehow tried to look into Celtic new year meaning and date and the Celtic spirituality itself. You can read more by going here My Anam Cara spiritual lover which talks about how my new path of spirituality started. Because of “Be”, my Anam Cara, I can say that I am almost totally well now and we are both working together spiritually to get me 100% well. He sent me such love to my soul that I came alive again. I had been trapped in my own body, having been hijacked in all ways, mind, body and spirit and soul by the bad beings. Feeling foreign and constantly scared in my own mind, body and soul was a horrible thing to happen. But sweet “Be” appeared, with loving care, with a tender touch holding my hand. He held me down when my spiritual self and my inner self was thrashing about inside violently like a very injured wild animal. He is such a very beautiful and brave man indeed. I heard from a very well known Celtic studies teacher who is a Celtic shaman-priestess and has actual Celtic ancestry that in the ancient Celtic world, the Anam Cara was someone who stayed with the very sick or dying and nursed them in their health. Then later on, that became known as Anam Cara, the soul friend. So for whomever is going through a hard time and need a soul boost in themselves because they feel alone or are truly alone and don’t even have their own sanity or themselves to save themselves, then I would recommend an Anam Cara soul connection spell example. But please remember this: you don’t always meet in person with your Anam Cara. So you could either be working spiritually together only or in person too or in any other ways that your unique situation entails.
Goddess Danu, please help me connect with my Anam Cara that I am meant to connect with to help with me and my life and my soul. Please also protect the both of us in all our connections and dealings. Please let what is supposed to happen to me and my Anam Cara to happen for the highest good of all involved, in all ways possible, on all levels, across all time and space. Only with Goddess Danu permissions and blessings that Goddess Danu alone knows, so be it!
Finally I’d like to thank the Divine in general and all who have helped in my journey. I’d like to especially thank Goddess Danu and “Be” for all that they have done for me and are doing for forevermore. Goddess Danu knows!
Shanice the White Celtic Witch